Safe - Britt Nicole

Lyrics:

You keep tryin' to get inside my head,

While I keep trying to lose the words you said

Can't you see I'm hangin by a thread,

To my life what I know,

Yeah I'm losing control and

Oh no, my walls are gonna break

So close, it's more than I can take

I'm so tired of turning and running away

When love ju-st isn't safe

(you're not safe, mmm-mm)

I'm strong enough, I've always told myself

I never want to need somebody else

But I've already fallen from that hill,

So I'm droppin my guard

Here's your chance at my heart and

Oh no, my walls are gonna break

So close, it's more than I can take

I'm so tired of turning and running away

When love ju-st isn't

Everything you want, but it's everything you need

It's not always happy endings,

But it's all the in between

It's taken so long, so long to finally see

That your love is worth the risk

Oh no, my walls are gonna breeeaakk

Oh no, my walls are gonna break

So close, it's more than I can take

I'm so tired of turning and running away

When love ju-st isn't safe

Oh no, my walls are gonna break

So close, it's more than I can take

So tired of turning and running away

When love just isn't safe

You're not safe

And that's okay

Let's move on to 2012

This blog maybe becoming the only way that i can talk whatever I want to... or maybe not...idrk

Man always love to conclu what they have done in the year when it comes to the end, 

but when u conclu it, u have actually forgot lots of it
so last year, there's an application on Facebook,
rewinding all your status on the previous year!
It is kind of surprise!

Just to look back your message,

Last year you were still texting "I love you" with someone,

There's a big change within this year
so who are u gonna miss at the next new year Eve...

or u gonna have someone besides u that u still haven't meet this year?

a year is a short time, it's just a page in your life

but you in the time

no matter is sweet or pain,

time going by second and seconds

so a year can also be such a long time

How many years you have in your life?
once it has limit, you know that you can't have everything,

just when u know there're only about sixty thousands meals in your life,

you will not wanna waste it on an instant noodle
u always thinks that life is long

so u will have thoughts and don't wanna affect the life later on

all the time, I think I am too nervous

and i will always try my best to see someone,

to talk with someone

and i think, am I too aggressive, is it right? 

Last year, I found out that

I always think, if I don't do it now,

don't do it today, you may have the chance to do it again

maybe is not the right time anymore:

just like when u wanna comfort a friend

and if he recovers at the other day,

and u go to comfort him, aren't he gonna face that unhappy again?

even if u said it, he can't feel your care anymore.

What u wanna today, do it

and u afraid you didn't have the chance again,

that is the "Doomsday Syndrome"

although sometimes you just feel like you're being push by yourself

but when u look back, why not?

at least u didn't have the regret: Why I didn't do that?
Live with No Excuses, Love with no Regrets.

This year I have been not being honest, not speaking to you direct

someday when we were just talking

I have written on Facebook that I have never regret before

and I think he saw it

because for me,

the only regret is now.

This is the year of lost,

it is u, the only thing i have regret and lost

From the time I lost it last year,

whoever is it, when I feel the same again,

I just catching every single moment tight.

coz only that would make the way I have go through be meaningful,

and make the mistake I have taken be worthy

because of the me in 2010

make the me in 2011

and because of ant. in 2011

got the me in the brand new me in 2012

aren't u the same?

now I don't fucking care anymore....

not saying this from my heart maybe,

but at least I have others to distract me and I start to relax...
I told myself, he is just another jerk/asshole so chill...
I would still love to meet up but before that he has to go for a check
and yea actually I still care about him... just too much
coz I wanna Love with No Regrets~

Complete of soul or empty?

In the seven days God creation, God get a rib from man and made woman,

and said all the man and woman are finding the other half of them which has lost.

When u found it, life will change and become complete.

if we break apart from the compete, you will be go on alone by your own,

your soul will be empty or get crush.

The feelings of empty and crush have surrounded me by all the movies recently...

and also some of the things happened recently.

like the movie from the lucky special meet up by the characters,

 till they feels good about each others, go along....

then they broke up with each others.. makes them wanna die from the lonely... 

and seems lonely will dry up life and makes everyday without colours like a black & white movie.

They stop to have feelings about what's happen besides them, 

sitting in a castle looking the changes from the windows, 

months and months go on but their heart never change,

 they can't feel the joy, the happiness and sadness... or even the temperature outside...

How much love u need to offer to make your soul feel empty when u broke up?

How much miss u need then you will feel your soul being tear apart?

Have been to Places

1/2010-German
             Italy
12/2009-Harbin?
8/2010-Australia
12/2010-Korea
1/2011-Xi'an
4/2011-Australia
8/2011-Spain
             France
1/2012-TPE
1/2012-Vietname

Death Penalty??

Is it just and right to give Death Penalty
 (/Capital Punishment/Execution)?

Death Penalty is one of the oldest punishment in the world which means the executioner end a life of a criminal base on the right which given by the law. Most of the time the criminal have commit an serious crime. Although the term "serious crime" always being argue but in the country which still applying Death Penalty, in general murder with intention is one of the main reason of giving this punishment.

Nowadays, there're still 58 countries which included United State, Japan, Singapore, China, Taiwan, some of the Islam country. These countries still keep and continue executed people. 95 countries had already abandoned this kind of law. The rest of the country did not use it for more then 10 years; or just permit to give execution in war. All the members in the European Union have prohibited the use of Death Penalty according to the European Union Charter of Fundamental Rights, Article 2.

People who support Death Penalty says it can reduce the number of crime and it is a good tools for police and judge, also it can make sure that the criminal can not commit any crime again which can protect and increase the security of the society.

Opponents claim the death penalty has not resiliency, if false positives, can not be relief; and death is also discriminationagainst minorities and the poor. Opponents argue that capital punishment does not deter crime more than life imprisonment, but to encourage a "violent culture", to pay more expensive than the cost oflife imprisonment and it  also violated human rights.

The intention of using Death Penalty

1)Principle of Fairness: People who consume a great lost and cost because of the action of the criminal and therefore the need to pay with there most precious asset, Life.

2)Prevention of Recidivism: The Criminal had and may have a sustained or significant risk of injury, so the community permanently excluded this risk factor id considered the best interests of the community.

3)Appear to prevent imitators: the Criminal had and may result possibility of sustained or significant damage, so use of Death Penalty can deter imitators to follow

so is it logical to use Death Penalty ?? Leave your comment on here Facebook or send me an email to let me know how do you think about it

Selfish? Make yourself Happy now!

Sometimes people will say you're doing selfish... but actually the one who say this usually selfish himself...

Man decisions are always selfish, cause everyone decide for themselves and that's nothing but normal... Maybe sometimes people will say: you should think about others but not just yourself.but the truth is you never satisfy every single person and someone will still think you're selfish and probably you are!

Think about a CEO of the enterprise rise the salary of the employees in his company, his share holders will think he's selfish to get those claps from his employees or the society... Maybe you will say he can tale the balance point... but man are greedy... When you give them something they ask for more... You just can't balance and fixed everything they want...

Applying personal goal or own expectation to other are selfish?
People will say hey "loving others as love yourself"... The first thing come up in your mind probably will be... Give everything I like to him... These sounds nice.... You give things that what you thought it is good for him and you feel good about that too...
and is it everyone be happy for this "Love"?
If it's lucky, it do benefit someone who think the same... If not... It's gonna be poor cause he's just keep getting different expectation and thinks that he don't want...
Hmm... Sounds like the society? Cause it's happening!
Hmm... Seems so familiar? Its reality!

You never know, I never know and actually no man know the balance point cause it's changing every single second! What I will say is just do it as you will be happy... Just balance yourself and treat yourself better... What you want? Claps from your friends, employees? or from your parents, shareholders? You want both... but the reality is you can get what you want...

so sometimes make your decision fast and clear.. With your love and care means what you think you should give and have no regret!!! Just go ahead make yourself happy now!

Giving all these to you beloved one?
To someone on the street?
It is all your decision, your choice!

What is decision? Is for you to made!

What is Eternal?

I went to two photo competition recently... 

one is Cathay Pacific Connecting your world competition 

and the other one is International Students Visual Art Contest of Hong Kong

and lucky... got prizes for both competition...

a Certificate from International Students Visual Art Contest of Hong Kong

and two return Regional ticket from Hong Kong...(South_East Asia)

The bad thing is... they can't bring me to Rome or L.A. lol

so the Theme of the International Student Visual Art Contest of Hong Kong 2011 is

"Capture Eternity"

and this bring me think lot... so What is Eternal...

the photo which get this price is posted on this blog previously in the post of my Australia Trip

If you wanted to see it. Click HERE!

so What is Eternal to you?

Well in my point of view, Eternal is nothing that man could explore so...

 how can we take a photo of that cause....

Only God who is not limited by Time and Space so he could truly have eternal.

I try to imagine what is eternal with my limited knowledge and sense.

For me, nothing is eternal in the world, so how can we describe eternal?

Let's Imagine eternal is builded up by many many single strings...

They are parallel but they are not the same.

If you look into it, they have their own pattern, some of them... they don't looks like relavant,

similar or even it is independent with each other....

most of them are so weak and actually while on of it vibrates...

the other will just vibrate with it... The only different is the size of vibration.

Patter and law are exist everywhere in the nature, in the world, in every creature!

Nature, Earth, the Universe...and of cause all of us... are actually affected by this pattern, this invisible law! Could man change or have any amendment on this pattern?

or it just limit and control man FOREVER?

Just like virus get into animal and things in nature change....

man make Global Warming... and the WHOLE nature change....

so What do you think about Eternal? send me emails or post on my Facebook fan page or even twitter me!!... You can find all the stuff on the bar up there!!

Can't wait to hear from you!!

and one more thing.... can anyone suggest where to go in East_Asia 

with Cathay Pacific or Dragon Air!

give me some information... Please!!!