Some people think, they don’t love someone anymore, they
can’t care about it anymore but until you really leave it, until they thing is
not longer yours, you just started to miss it. Sometimes you would have a
chance to save it, rescue it back but it’s not always like that.
You knew that thing is not gonna happen between, or you just
know it’s not going to now or soon, you thought you let it go and start going
around but when you see that person in front of you again, you try to avoid
them, you try not to talk to them but when you did or you just see things that
you thought is mean nothing to you
BUT
You do actually have feelings,
It’s not it mean nothing to you but yourself telling you
that it “Shouldn’t” mean something to you, that’s the struggle you have. It’s
like a kid having something that mom tell him not to and you have that little
fear inside you but also excited. Then when you got figure that you have it and
it just taken from you…
… It’s just killing you from inside, that tough feelings
like knife cutting, the worse part of it is, it didn’t cut you open from
outside but inside. It just tear you off like a worm eating you in there but
you can’t do anything with your bare hands.
There’s always a dark side if there’s bright one
After all if you are so dedicated, time may make you a
winner for him but also a loser for other things and it is not guarantee that
you may have a positive outcome as well, so is it even worth you to do so?
Are you sure about it?
Thanks for telling me that you haven’t been so sure about
things in your life but this…(just you will understand lol)
People are always waiting “the one”, sometimes you met “the one”
of yours but sadly sometimes, you are just not “the one” for him. People try to
let go but after all they just found out no matter how you let it go, it won’t
so you better just keep a special place for him deep in your heart. That’s
easier perhaps… life still go on and sometimes, that person who had a special
place in your heart may just be taken or replaced by someone else, something
else till time cross, you meet each other again, feelings burn, situation may
just not changing but the feelings are. Sometimes people become best friend,
sometimes they become boyfriends, girlfriends, sometimes enemy but no one ever
know but it you tries it out, right?
Long distance relationship seems never work, yea it didn’t
when you worry about it thinking of how future will be, even sometimes the
future thing will help you to have some hope..… but for me, as Albert Einstein
said “ I never worry about the future, it come soon enough” “ Thus each person
by his fears gives wings to rumor, and, without any real source of
apprehension, men fear what they themselves have imagines. – Lucan.
When you kiss, most people always close their eyes ofcoz you
will have a little peak sometimes: p but you know, kisses are so nice, is
because the best of it is without you watching… coz you imagination make it
work even better, the feelings of your lips just telling you how much you want
it on you, how much you like that person.
When love comes, you shouldn’t be able to stop it coz the feeling can be just
so strong that you can’t even stop thinking of that person, you may tell
yourself to back off, you may tell yourself not to miss and start something new
but when finally got to meet again, you just can’t help it, you can stop
yourself from expressing it but you couldn’t stop what grow inside you.
You can bless him by your skin but not your heart even you
say so… it’s all about timing; don’t
waste it, not now, not ever….
I won't give up, i won't.....
